i am alive and sometimes i do visit this account just to look for some pictures.
but the thing is, i don't have a camera now. and i'm living with my boyfriend now and i think i may feel a little unfaithful uploading my nude fotos here. at least those taken by myself. and my boyfriend is not a fotoartist at all, and moreover he won't approve this kind of DA activity.
my sweet dear camera was stolen, i don't want to discuss this, i'm still very bothered by the fact. i'm missing my camera very much so that might be the reason why i haven't bought a new one yet. but i will sometime soon.
i found that my mom's camera that was used by my uncle when he was young is still functional though needs some repairs. i think of bringing it back to life. it's ФЭД-3 ("FED" means "Fedor Edmundovich Dzerzhinsky", camera is named after that person )
so there is a hope of me returning :3